i've been blogging more irregularly nowadays n it seem that most pple have forgotten abt my blog..=( my sis was like "huh? u mean u still update ur blog? i thought it was meant only for your SEP.. .." haha ya lo..i will try to maintain this blog, prevent it from collecting dust and spider webs here by updating every now n then. so..continue to come here every now n den for updates if interested to know wat i've been up to lately..hee..=)
hahaha i went to my first clubbing session with wt n h last sat at MOS! it was fun immersing myself in the loud music again and tat place certainly reminds me of 4004 in germany..there're 5 dance floors and I love esp the main dance floor, love it for the music they play! haha the three of us cant help but made our way to the dance floor! we had so much fun dancing with the rest of the crowd. =) the staff were friendly, the acoustics was fantastic and the atmosphere was great..and it just got better and better as the night goes on..we din stay there long though coz h was feeling a bit unwell and wt was a bit tipsy as usual..haha..=p
finally it's the mid-term break next week!! 1 whole week!!! no more lame "hol starts on sunday" theory..haha..the long awaited break..a time to stop and take a DEEP breath before continuing the final lap..but it would mean that the semester is coming to an end soon..n tat spells mid-term test, assignments, essay, project deadlines and last but not least..exams!!! been pretty troubled over my fyp lately..coz it seems tat i've been doing the same old thing over n over again for like..thousands of times?? no kidding..i really am handling lots of samples so it's pretty labour-intensive..looking at the data alone gives me headache n makes me wanna puke now..realised i dun really like admin stuff..prefer to be constantly in action tat kind..u know..doing lab work instead of simulating and tabulating stuff..pretty monotonous. den there's this graduate student who is supposed to be helping me out and giving me some advice..but..no..it turns out that i've to help her do stuff so..more work..haha now i miss the times when i just work alone on this project..but again..research can never be done alone..we need to cooperate as a group to get things done and get sth out of all this work..所谓团结就是力量！but erm..we need to learn how to unite first la..else nothing can be done..realised tat nowadays pple prefer to just do their own stuff..forgot abt the importance of teamwork..including me i guess..=p ok..enuf of my constant grumblings..*grumbles*
next thing up is my project "p" which is going on lately..basically i have to start packing my room..simply too messy and too much things!! started packing ytd and it was not as tedious as i tot..i pretty much enjoyed it..coz i dug up lots of old stuff that reminded me of all the memories, which i have long forgotten..and i can better appreciate some things and people. it's amazing how the same thing can hold so different a significance for me after all these years..interesting..=) looking forward to phase II of my packing project..think i'll be able to find more memories buried beneath..=)
realised tat now i'm better able to accept some things as they are..sometimes acceptance and understanding may make things much less complicated and agonising than always trying to change them..which will make the situation worse..wat's the point?
miss germany sooo much..back for almost 2 mths now..but..feels like it has been yearzzzz...guess a coin always have 2 sides..now seriously considering about my future after my graduation..was soll ich tun? something to seriously start planning for.
