sorry everyone..

i really feel bad about not living up to my loved ones' expectations..coz they are always so supportive of me no matter wat i do..therefore i always tell myself tat i muz succeed..i dun wanna let them down..it feels terrible, as if i'm being torn apart..feel like screaming to let it all out!! n u're right hunny..i do hate failures much as i would like to disagree with tat..ya..the taste of failure is indeed horrible..im sorry..i really tried..maybe i'm juz not good enough..sorry to have wasted all ur time n effort..actually i'm very very disappointed with myself too..tot i could do better..maybe im not as good as i thought after all..but i'll still continue to work on it..coz it's where my interest lies.
mum, dad, yinky n hunny..thanks for being there for me and being so supportive..i luv all of u! =)