simple happiness

hallo!!
im back blogging!
it was raining all day long..since last night!! n this morning i was sooo reluctant to wake up..coz my bed felt so cosy n warm..so glad tat my class was in the afternoon today. =)
my fyp is going slow but well under control up till now..planning to get started real real soon as soon as my buffer arrives from US..cant wait to start!! sometimes i really wish i could be in a research lab like everybody else..coz being alone in the lab can be really lonely at times. but thanks to the lab technicians, i still have a bit of fun company! so far so good..only tat i get pretty stressed when i see frens all rushing off to their labs right after lectures..dun they need to eat..makes me feel so slack..=p
n n N..met a really kind soul today! he's the bus-driver of bus 188! thank you uncle! i was trying to jay-walk (oops..) across to the bus-stop while it was raining n the cars were like zooming in front of me non-stop..when i saw my bus! i tot it will juz leave like any other buses i've experienced before..n start to walk slowly towards the back of the bus so i dun see it leaving..but..but..he actually waited for me and opened the door for me..tat moment..i was so touched by this act of kindness..it really brightened up my day! suddenly the gloomy skies dun look so dark after all..sb once commented to me, im too easily excited..happy over little things. but it's all this little simple happiness that i truly treasure..=) i feel tat bus drivers should use their own discretion and decide whether or not they are able to wait a few seconds..i've seen some who simply drove away although the person is right in front of the door..i mean..it won't hurt a bit to spare some thought for others right..instead, it may do wonders n make a difference to someone else's day! so..why not? the same goes for us..if we always spare a little thought for other people..the world, or rather, singapore will be a much more happier place to live in..and singaporeans will be much happier..juz read from the papers the other day tat singaporeans are among the least happy pple in asia..why is tat so? we may have so much but we want many much more. human desire. analogous to an endless pit. something which really makes me think.

back home in singapore..

It has been more than 1 week since I am back! haha no one seem to believe me but..yes I've indeed gained 7 kg..the weighing machine does not lie..=p
haven been blogging since the day I left munich..n tat sort of tells u how life in singapore has been. v happy to see my family n frens again..but feels tat something still seems to be missing..what exactly is it? i can't find an answer after pondering for so long..through these 4 mths I have not been here, i realised many things have changed..n i realised..even though u're not ard, life goes on..everything moves on..nothing ever stays there waiting for u. everyone seem to be always so busy with work n other stuff. all v stressed. i have been pushing myself to start my engine n do serious work..but somehow..feels tat sth is still left undone..
..have a presentation this wed..n i really am v v bad at presentations..had bad experiences all along..either I forget what I wanted to say, or I simply got killed during the Q&As. so..phobia for this wed's presentation..worried..=(
missed the days in munich..life seem to be happier then. but i guess it's time to come back to reality..i'm back in singapore la! =)

finallly..it's time to go home!

haha 5 more hours before my flight..finished packing n waiting to go home. =)
leaving isn't tat bad after all..esp when all my loved ones n frens r all in singapore..it's more of anticipation den reluctantness to leave. 4 months here..left my footprints all over europe and now it's time to leave. wat an experience..=) haha we threw away so many things!! i guess it's it's just impossible to bring everything back. now i'm worried that my luggage will overload..n i'll have to throw away more things..haha dunno wat else to say..brain cells all dead from the packing. =p
i will be seeing singapore island real soon..excited!!
haha im really happy to go home! see u all soon in singapore! =D

tiring..second last day in munich..

it has been a tiring day out..michelle left early this morning. so it's just me n xl left here. glad that xl's exam went well coz she really worked hard for it. =) we den went for the free tour ard munich this afternoon but ended up dropping out and shopping all day long..so tired..legs giving way soon..but still shop shop shop..*whine whine whine whine* (due to xl's influence..haha!) was busy shopping but din buy much..coz cant find anything i like..can really feel tat summer is gone..coz all the clothes on display now have been changed to thick wool clothings..so..no more summer clothes for me. marienplatz still as crowded as ever, tourists still flood the place as usual..reach home, quickly pack and cook , had a quick dinner with Johannes before we head down to Frottmanning to see the munich stadium, Arena, at night. it's beautiful, made us forget all our tireness n we went crazy snapping non-stop! 100 photos in 2 hrs! haha..=p so happy to witness the change of colours from blue to white to red den to blue again.
tmr's gonna be another long long day.
got so much things to pack.
some things cant be packed.
coz they'll give me a reason to be back.

Happy 41st Birthday Singapore!!!

how i wish im back home..happy national day Singapore!!!

5 days to home..

countdown: 5 days more to singapore, my island home.
we're all in xl's room now n it's in a mess! haha very rare to see xl's room in a mess..=p
the weather has turned v v v cold..down by at least 20 degrees..cant believe the weather juz changed so drastically over the week. but im glad that summer is over. it was too hot for me. n i'll be thrown back onto immer sunny singapore v v soon so..i'll miss the cool weather.
juz had dinner n drinks with alex n his gf n the spanish n italians. now it really feels like im leaving this place v soon..though i miss home so..i cant bear to leave..so many things i haven done n so many places i haven been to. but on the other hand i've already been to quite a number of places so..i shall not complain any further.
simply love Germany more n more..esp after visiting Hamburg and Koeln..they're so happening n special in their own ways. have been travelling out of Germany for too much until i almost forgot abt germany. now that time is running out soon..i have decided to stay here n explore as much as i can..coz im not sure when's the next time i can be back here again..drink koelsch again..go wanderung as n when i like..day-dream in the S/U bahn..crazy shopping for groceries at martkauf..etc etc..frens here r leaving one by one as well..from a village population of 9..it's now down to 4 of us. n tmr..lw'll be going home too..on wed michelle will be gone so it's left with me n xl. wonder when the whole group of us can meet up again.
haha okok shall stop being nostalgic here..i shall make full use of my remaining days here n go home happily on the 11th. =)
still raining out there..shall go bathe den sleep. guten nacht.

No modules to study next semester.....

juz got back from my trip!
n realised to my horror tat... i was not allocated any major modules at all!!!!!
so meaning i have no modules to study when i get back...they had reassured me that i was able to bid n now they tell me there was some confusion. so who can i ask for help from? all they reply me was "we appreciate ur interest but there are no more places.. ..." is this fair? i have placed my bids in the first round but was not being considered due to some administrative confusion. well done indeed. all this bidding stuff driving me nuts.