...DreamZ c0me trUe...

We're like hot air balloons.. in order to fly higher n higher.. we have to abandon certain things..

Freitag, Januar 19, 2007

bad lab week

hallo!
it's the 2nd week of sch but it certainly feel like ages since sch started. haha maybe coz the day is getting longer n longer. n the stress level is building up exponentially. been busy with lab these days so din have time to blog. this week was pretty bad for me, think it's my worst so far. i keep having to repeat n redo stuff due to some funny reasons. hence im still stuck at the same stage. no progress. hunny says i dun have enuf sleep tat's y..maybe i sld sleep more. =p n i received a bad bad news..the lab will only be open on weekdays office timings..so i cant come back during weekends to finish my work..all snow-balled till next week. N next week's my presentation!!! no data to present yet..better go dig. =p im beginnning to appreciate my lab mates more..another new guy came in this week, from india too. so it's 3:1. boss likes to recruit pple from india i realised..=)

ok..enough of lab ramblings..tok abt some joyous stuff. chinese new yr is coming!! haha in less than a month's time. ever since last yr, cny has been not tat fun n meaningful anymore. we used to gather as a big big family for reunion dinner but things have been different since grandma passed away. well..some things are juz not the same anymore. okok back to some happy stuff before i end off..today is friday!!! =D it's the weekend again! well, n someone's leaving for hk tmr for meeting cum fun (but i believe he'll be playing harder den he'll work..=p). haha have fun n bon voyage! =)

Freitag, Januar 05, 2007

too much of anything is poison

haha finally did one right thing! my fren was asking me for a nice place to bring the gal he was interested in on christmas day..n i suggested mount faber jewel box coz i always wanted to go there..heard it's a great place. n he won the girl's heart finally!! after much effort all these years..so happy for him!! heard that the cable car ride was romantic..so pple (esp guys)..here's a bonus for reading my blog..if u're looking for a gd place to bring someone u like..hmm..this might be a v gd idea! haha im really v v happy for them!! can't contain my exploding joy!! =D seems like sometimes it's not how much u do but rather the right things that u do. recently i've this feeling of 吃力不讨好..did a lot but all the wrong things so adds up to nothing. something i muz change..coz i tend to be qt extreme..if there're things i wanna do well, i'll give it my 101%. this is me. but i guess sometimes too much is not gd.."too much of anything is poison." i shall remember this. =) well guess i really did the right thing this time..love this feeling..=)
juz came back from supper with my two dear sisters. so long since we three got tog n makan n chit chat. miss this nice, warm feeling. haha but wat can 3 gals do when they're tog? gossip of coz! abt anything n everything from north to south n west to east. =p before we knew it, it was already 12am. wow. aber the prata at bt timah is real gd..ur sld go try! aber muz jio me along ar!! =)
supposed to bake today with my backpacking frens! but coz of lab cant make it..the machine's starting to give problems recently..n the senior lab officer isn't v helpful as well. but no choice since we're using other lab's machine..寄人篱下..haha my lab too poor to own one. cant imagine.. it costs $70000! =O
last weekend before school starts again. but no plans..sld be staying hm. finally it's the final semester. i'm looking forward to it! =)

Mittwoch, Januar 03, 2007

once my boss, always my boss.

so happy!! i met up with my two pipa sistas yq n mh today. hee first time they come to my new hse and we had a cooking session tog! cooked lots of healthy n yummy food! will upload the fotos of the food once i get them fr yq!! =D
been v long since i met up with boss. finally gathered enuf courage to walk into his office today. he looks more tanned den the last time i saw him. seems like he has enjoyed his hols. supposed to update him on wat i've been up to lately. though nothing much to report. ended up chatting with him. dunno y but he always give me a fathery feeling. listening to him talk abt life and stuff made me realised how stupid i've been. suddenly i knew i have to do sth to my life. danke schoen boss! for ur time and for sharing. =)
been rather worried the whole of today..get well soon.
so excited!! watching death note 2 tmr with sq!! waited for sooo long....finally!! =)

Dienstag, Januar 02, 2007

xmas, new yr..come what may.

it's 2007 before i knew it.
pls dun ask me how i spent my xmas or new yr coz i wun know how to answer. *blank* the days juz went past me. basically did the most stupid thing on the last day of last yr. dun ask me wat too. i dun wanna talk abt it anymore. haiz. juz had a chat with dad. kept me thinking again. ya..maybe he's right. im wrong? maybe. been trying to avoid tat problem by thinking of all kinda excuses and possibilities. but ya, maybe i sld stop self deceiving and face the truth. but again, wat's the truth? do i have the courage to know the truth?
act was a bit sadded by wat happened ytd. disappointed. now tog with wat dad said + pms..feeling worse. wat a start to the new year.
welcome to 2007.