hols!

hallo!
here's an update on wat i have been up to after my exams. hmm..basically nothing!! haha..i feel v v guilty to say this but i muz confess that i haven been going back to my lab since dunno when. all my frens went back to lab right after their exams..which really stress me. but well..i did not go back at all last week. =( this week cant afford to mia liaoz. have to start work! so how did i spend my week? well i spent most of my time shopping around singapore. been such a long time since i seriously shop. pple who shopped with me knows..im one big window-shopper. it's high time to quit tat and buy some stuff for myself. so this week mainly doing shopping and meeting up with frens. was v happy to be able to meet my pipa jiemeis! heh we're going to have our annual xmas dinner n im definitely looking forward to it! n of coz xl's birthday party as well! happening dec. guess it's going to pass real fast again.
been thinking a lot lately abt my future. pondering over certain stuff. but somehow still cant get an answer. perhaps somethings r juz meant to be so. perhaps i should not try to force things. perhaps i should juz let things happen naturally. some things r juz meant to be. like i always believe..wat's urs will definitely come back to you someday, if it doesn't..den maybe it wasn't meant to be. haha but given my stubborn nature i'll tend to fight hard for it and make sure things does happen..but..i guess sometimes things cant be helped. sort of changed my focus and direction in life. hopefully im doing the right thing this time..i believe i am. =)
been doing quite some organising stuff this hols..wah really not an easy job. pple muz learn to appreciate organisers. i shall try my very best to attend gatherings..coz i've learnt to appreciate pple's efforts in organising them. arigato!
heh anyway it's the hols so i shall make full use of it to enrich myself and do plenty of exercises! haha i can smell my goal..it's not very far away..n i can do it..for u and for me. =)